I drop everything

I'm not 17 anymore. I am 19 years old student. It seems to me like nothing didn't changed at all. But it did. I moved from my parents, entered the university (actually 2nd year), became calm and grown up in some way I think.
I dropped this blog like every single thing I do. When I was a kid I dropped dancing, acting, martial arts, diy classes. 16 years old me quit a band. Now I really regret about that. I really like music, and we could succed if there wasn't my quit. My friend also quit the band and it wasn't quote long to complete end. We used to play grunge, it was really fun and stuff. We were almost best mates with a band. Band was called "Slices of the orange". This was not my idea! When I came to band this name already was. I wanted to renew playing drums, but because of studying it is comletely impossible.
10 years old me really liked acting. I was pretty good at it. But because of my lazyness and not enough opportunities, it was impossible to me to be an actress.
7 years old me really loked martial arts. Especially wosho. But parents couldn't see that/
Because of these huge regrets of my choldhood, I've decided to do something.
Now i'm taking acting classes and doing karate kiokoshin. That is really exiting. I'm feeling like I've found what have been lost or taken a long time ago. I didn't think that I'm so into martial arts.

I used to hate school so hard that sometimes I just pretended that I was ill. But now I realized  that it my times and i missed them. I regret that I didn't tell some words, didn't make some things. And there are 3 months at school now. And I love all my classmates. We don't have primary or high schools in Russia. We just have 11 years. And we can study all these 11 years with same people. I think I will be missing all of them.

Yep, it is our school uniform at photo. 

p. s. excuse my perfect english

Happy New Year! 

Time to grow, time to change. All new thing come to me with tears. I don't let them to come in my life. But after some time i realise that without them i will stay in one place. Stupid post.

Stuff

Lets write about stupid things. I want to share with my environment. There are some parts of my room.

In the first picture you can see my favorite perfume, bottle of cola, cola-lighter, microbus, ugly frame and picture of me (made by my friend).

As you can see I like maps. There are World map, map of Spain, Canada and Russia, where I want to have road trips. I want to travel by train or car in Russia, by bike and car in Spain. And Canada the same.

And lamp :D

Train

I want to travel by train. Have a conversation with stranger who knows a lot about everything in this world.

That reminded me our travel in summer of 2012, when we were coming back from Moscow to our city. There was a woman who taught me some interesting things. Conversation was so long and easy that I didn't expect we were almost at home. Woman was so nice and wisely. But I don't know her name, age, location. And it doesn't matter. She was so pleasant I will not forget that warm feeling.

Little

I'm here in the pink dress, which was made by my tutor. 3d grade I think.
10 yers old :3